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so today was good i was sleeping which i dont do very well but it was raining so i was enjoying it then i watched a movie and waited for kendra to get off work ... then we ate nachos which i freaking loved.... then i was trying to burn a dvd and so i called my ex for computer help... then he tells me he is in the emergency room ... so i freak out and so i go to see him and he is getting admitted and might have surgery tomorrow... which isnt the first time actually the 4th time in 2 years for the same problem ,... kidney stones.... so i go visit and stop my heart attack by seeing him ok .... but yeah i feel better he wasnt mean which was good.... but i didnt fall for him again and i didnt feel compelled to do anything with or for him ... well kendra is asleep and i am talking to people so just updating for my ownwell being lol

so today i dont feel like my self and kendra wants it to stop lol i have been watching u tube pop popcorn with cell phones lol i love my cellphone to much to do that .....they are funny tho lol...... but i dont care about today it makes no diffrence to me i dont have anything todo or anyone who wants to do anything so ... life goes on ,,,,kinda bored..... take that back i am really bored.... well i have nothing to talk about and no one to talk to so bye

well today was not fun i wasnt able to sleep very well then i was up and down every 2 hours caus something would wake me ... then my final wake up call was a friend in an car accident..... then we got to do nothing i waiting to hear from a friend who never called back but that is my life .. i miss my kenny .... but i dont at the same time.... i know no one reads this stuff so i just feel like writing it to get it off my chest b4 i try to sleep again .... wish i was asleep already no one wants to talk to a depressed girl ......

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TwistedCrimson
09:32 Mar 22 2009

i read these and even tho i was the retard friend that got in the accident and nearly gave you a heart attack, i love you and i will always be there for you just like you was there for me today... u dont need to miss kenny cause he is a jack ass!

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so today was very boring... i woke up my friend left no one but chris has really even tried to make contact with me ... that is no fun... now i am bored at 2 30 am with no one to talk to ..... everybody is asleep or still out partying... which i wish i was doing.... but yeah .... i wanna get drunk to forget my problems.... my life has been sucking since i made kenny leave... i will always love him but we dont need to hurt eachother anymore... i am very depressed lately .... if i dont keep myself busy i break .... i was lonely in the hosp the other day .... no one cared to see me ... i was very sick .... had to stay 2 days..... wish i could talk to someone to cheer me up .... but i guess its not anyones job but mine to cheer me up .... i just need a mental break for awhile..... just awhile i promise i would come back .... now i am just reambeling and no one is reading by now lol .... well byez

today was ok i went and saw my family that was fun ..i am a aunt again:) third time so far who knows when i'll get the next one ..... i spent a little bit of time on here adding some things and getting back to some of the people who left me messages... u guys are great and thanks for all the biting ... but i might start getting bruises soon so we might need to calm down :) ... i want more from life but i know it takes time i just hope i can wait .... but ill be back in a few hours... back to looking at profiles and stuff.. love ya

so i want more from life would love a new friend to talk to or more hit me up on here i try to check often.... really want some one exciting in my area to talk to maybe more